FRIDAY * 25th JANUARY 2008

last friday, something really happened that makes mi cry non STOP !

went to work in the morning

finish at 5pm

went to hubby house and took our airticket and then go home and do some checking

reached home at about 6.15pm

wehen i step in the house, yan yan kept on crying

and i though because i'm back and she is alone thats why she cry

but NOPE !

went to take some food for yan yan

but she can't walk

but went she saw the food

she walked very very slow to my side

at the moment, i know something its wrong with her le

when she wanted to rest on the floor

she started crying VERY VERY LOUD !

she seem to be very painful

i tried to make her stand up

but, the more i touch her the more she cry !

i really dunno wat to do

i called my mum

i called my sister

i called michelle and ask how ?

but said that she will only be back by 9pm

and my da jie and er jie its still working

san jie its still in school

papa also working

i wanted to bring her to clinic

but i can't even touch her

she was resting on the floor and she can't move !

she dun wanna eat and drink

she really make mi so DAMN WORRY !

i can't stop crying !

my heart its really pain seeing her like this

i called my mum again

and asked her to come back ASAP !

after calling mum and then i called michelle

i talk to her all the way till my dad and mum its back

i asked michelle, wat time the dog clinic close

but she dun know

my mum reached home at about 7plus

and actually wanted to bring her to see doctor le

but we dunno wat time the clinic closing

so i called Mr Wu *thanks

he said about 8 plus 9

but dad said its very late le

and dad said saturday then bring her go

but

i really dun wan to see her in pain

mum cried too

lao gong reached about 8plus

at about 8.30, i went to bath

after bath then i faster pack my luggage

tha night i'm going to lao gong house and stay

but, at the moment i really dun wanna go

i miss yan yan

after i reached lao gong house

i called mum and ask about her

when i was about to sleep i also called and ask

the next day when i woke up i also called

when i reach airport i also called

when i reach thailand i also called

my mind just can't stop thinking of yan yan :(

when i reached thailand they are already at the dog hospital le

mum said that she is abit better le

i really can't leave without her

i know 1 day she will leave us de

but i dun wan !

i hope she can stay with mi forever and ever :[